So I noticed that my last two journal entries were in different years, and this one as well is going to be in a brand new year. So I figure "aw hell... I'll just do one a year and that will be good" :-p

So a lot has happened in the past 5 months. I broke up with the guy that I talked about in my last journal, and while some might say "I don't know a good thing when I got it"... personally it needed to come to an end. If at the very least you feel sorry for him, then honestly he deserves someone who can fall in love with him and him only and be satisfied with that. On my side of things, I was getting tired of the fighting and the empty feeling I kept getting when he was around. My last couple poems may attest to that. So... all that being said... relationship over... moving forward.

As I said, I have new poems up, and now new photos! yay photos! These are from my bands second photo shoot, and as you can see we are down one member... any guesses? Ok so I'm fairly proud of how the shoot turned out, I know the exposure is a little wonky, but so it goes and there you have it.

I really want to get back into drawing, and practicing my art etc, but I'm feeling horribly unmotivated these days even though I have tons of ideas. I also really want to do some webcomics... but yeah we'll see if I ever get around to that.

I would also like to say that I am looking to expand my photography in all areas, and so if you would be willing to model for me, or would like me to model for you... just let me know ok? We will make it happen! -dramatic pose- That goes for drawing as well... me modeling for you... I suck at drawing real people in front of me and wouldn't ask anyone to model for me for that until I get a little better at copying pictures.